Marek “Ashok” Smerda , former guitarist of Cradle of Filth , has spoken out for the first time since his dismissal from the band. The musician had announced he would leave the group at the end of the Latin American tour, but was let go after criticizing the band's management.

Along with his wife, former keyboardist/vocalist Zoë M. Federoff , they both made strong statements against vocalist Dani Filth . At one point, Federoff even posted a copy of the contract on her social media.

Now, upon returning home, Ashok posted on his social media a lengthy account of everything that happened. [transcription via Metal Injection ]:

Full statement from the guitarist regarding his dismissal from Cradle of Filth.

“I’m finally home. It was a tough week, but I’m so grateful to my fans and friends for their support. My fellow musicians, especially those who reached out to me, know how much I needed people who understood the situation. And to the fans, I’m grateful that so many of you are standing by us who make the music, instead of us siding with the greed of the business. It’s this support that makes the music happen, because you inspire souls.”

“I’m still reading so many messages of affection and I’m literally close to crying. I can’t believe how much love there is in this world. It’s been 12 years in Cradle, and before that, my years in Root and other bands — a 25-year journey to get here, and some of you have been with me all along. This is deeply moving and leaves me speechless.”

“Many of you may wonder why now, after 12 years, I chose this. They promised changes and better days year after year, and we kept hoping they would become reality. I kept waiting for you. I continued because I wanted to deliver music that brought you real joy, and that was incredible. I wish the band had been better with us, because I always wanted to be better for you.”

“I also want to give special thanks to my wife for her courage in pointing out everything that had been wrong for a long time. She's now telling me not to even think about giving up the guitar—as if I would! I have more music to make, more to live for and to create. And she's right. I can't put the guitar aside. I haven't finished creating. What's over is being used by my creation, but the creativity continues. Something new begins.”

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